What Will You Hold

Details

Category: chamber music

Instrumentation: woodwind quintet

Year Composed: 2020-2026

Duration: 17’

Commissioner: WindSync

Movements:

  1. What Will You (2025)

  2. Hold Sacred (2020)

  3. In the Rain (2026)

Program Notes

2. Hold Sacred

The goal of "Hold Sacred" is to soothe. To hold something sacred to us is soothing; to remember it is soothing.

I mean to hold sacredness literally. Make "hold" a verb. Hold sacred, as you would a baby chick, a tiny plant, a memory, or someone’s hand.The gentleness comes from the desire to protect this dear object, to stay in this comfort for a while...

With the task of meditating on the concept of "sacredness," for WindSync's "Sacred and Profane" program, I had to ask what was sacred to me personally. The answer, during the COVID-19 pandemic, is "touch and feel" things. Repotting plants. Kneading bread dough. Giving a hug, when possible. Fewer think-y things. These sensations keep me going mentally. They heal anxiety, like a magical antidote, some special serotonin, while the memory of who and what I cannot physically hold is difficult.

We may only create a few moments of soothing sounds together, and then... we will go right back to the way things are. But maybe just for a moment, we can hold this feeling in our hands.

"Hold Sacred" features a blend of abstracted raga-inspired fragments that swirl through unusual harmonies and (hopefully) invite a meditation on whatever is most soothing to the listener.

Recording

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